Slavery prevails when one loses belief in oneself and one exploits the belief-loser , may not be by commanding but by soothing words also. First comes the thinking part.
It appeared to me that i was going into that way. Recently,I started working in religare franchisee as a dealer or may be an operator as per my owner. I don't know any subject and i din't have any practical experience when I took up this one. As an amateur , i behaved like that. Of course , i'm not a charlton type guy. So, any one can understand by seeing my face that this guy is so new to this job and he doesn't know anything. Of course, I was learning. My boss took the advantage of this and he used me to do office boy's work . At first , it was quite embarrassing for me to do like that. But,eventually got habituated for me. Of course ,I din't carry any grudge on him. That was my fault after all,isn't it? Yes, I should have told him before, i'm not doing that kinda shit . I 've taken this job hoping to do as dealer not this boy's work. I thought and reasoned out myself .
May be I used to give more respect like he granted that job so that I owe him my life.
May be I wasn't thinking properly when a question was posed to me, so that I gave a doubtful look , they concluded themselves this guy needs more practice.
May be my emotions took control of my situation, why? May be I was feeling more that they should feel I'm worthy and i deserve this job.That's why I couldn't think.
I couldn't bare the job , I waited for the month to pass. Waiting to taste the freedom, day dreamt of the corporate job more than twice a day.I thought to quit. And I want to tell him directly. I couldn't. I started thinking on the day I 'm writing this why I couldn't. I felt like some invisible threads attached. I felt like, I didn't get rid of that job . A part of me is feeling some fear that something might go wrong and again I wound up myself in same job. Why I was feeling like that ? A part of me thought i owe him for granting that job. May be something else.what ever, I quit that .
You'll become slave when you don't think, sort out and find reason. In my view, what ever the situation may be give your brain a try that means one should think of. Don't think of owing emotionally, take it as a business thing.
I find myself things in myself. From this, I'm giving over respect, of course it's good some may exploit the situation and i can't bear it afterwards. So, I should n't overreact and shouldn't give more respect at the first . Observe and understand the things going around. And, don't be soft to anybody one should change according to the situation , if you can't , learn how to change.
