fan out - fan in

plz dont think in deep regarding fan in - fan out title . Just gave a random thought .

I imagined my heart as made of rooms . One room for whom i became a fan .

So, after watching genelia in happy movie . She entered and wallpapers changed ( on original wall and also cell phone wall) . She was like a always-babbling angel. My friend shah is a crazy fan of her. He made his email id as 'shahgene' looking wierd but sounds good. Then after months , the wall papers were torn apart into pieces . Some thing happened and started disliking her. . . Genelia out Samanthaprabhu in . .

If you happen to look closely her action , you will see her moving her head sideways with small angles- when delivering a sentimental one(its cute) . More over she played roles better. And i started thinking of changing the wallpaper with samantha's . . .

Just yesterday fortunately saw nithya menon 's profile . . Samantha out and nithya menon in . . .


Pschologically it is a trash . So.got rid of wallpapers , downloaded BUDDHA's wall. After all peace has to come from with-in , not with out .

Ula ula

I don't know what I'm writing. Yes, you read it right. I don't know . I'm writing 'coz i want to write something here . Because long long ago I wrote a post. And I want to write some more . What should i write here? Do I want fame by promoting my own blogs and get appraisal for my good writing skills ? or Simply I m writing here because this is my space. I think I should go for the second one.

I feel like I 've lost energy in my left hand after typing the first paragraph. But still I'm not going to give up . Yeah! Naruto told me so not to.

I'm getting angry for no reason. I hate and I like persons at the same time. Ha, But one thing is sure. I'm loosing my sulky side of mine. Of course that has got a reason behind. When we are through our youth, emotional brain becomes weak because some neurons die in Prefrontal cortex , I read it. Yesterday, I came across a quote by Buddha -"To understand everything is to forgive everything " . So thinkable quote , I feel. I got my posture back.

Where the hell I'm getting into? I ain't got any idea.
Every question has got an answer and so do problem with solution. Is it real ??

I feel like i'm living a life with full of illusions . No no , I was. I 'm not right now. I guess.
Acquiring love was my first priority but not now.

Fatal cure -- Robin cook

I've read this book 'coz my friend rasheed told me to. He told that I can learn a thing or two regarding medicine and hospitalization. (or merely life of the docs!!)

After reading this book, i have convinced myself that the name ROBIN COOK is a synonym for medical suspense. He made this so realistic.

Prologue starts with a sudden death of a healthy person at the hospital ( here he creates tension by saying some white blood cells are ripping apart...).And the murder of an old DOC (brutally).

The story runs around a family with husband and wife are doctors and they fortunately got jobs at the same hospital as they have planned . Bartlet hospital , the name even I hear now I'm getting tense some-what regarding new hospital appliances . They have a child , nikki, with cystic fibriosis , a respiratory disease (don't worry it appears if mom and dad are carriers of that bacteria) . At some point this nikki is the hero , she with shot gun fired at masked man . I really expected much heroics in the end (like in movies they show),but it ended in vain. It ends rather with in reality.

And so I 've learned much . And at some points author created suspense that made my heart raced . No sooner did I arrive at the last pages (at the point where they r gonna catch the murderer), I started reading as fast as possible for me .


This book created much fun and with curiosity I completed this one in no-time . And this whole book is about new economic reforms at hospitals and the doc-patient relationship . I liked his story-telling. :)