These are random thoughts trying to dress up into words. I recently read an article about euthanasia, it showed an example of a lady nurse who got brutally raped and she had been in a vegetative state for four decades till now.
I m not thinking about Euthanasia. Randomness is disturbing my thoughts. She would have led her life like her friends or colleagues did till now, but bad luck hit her. Can I attribute it to bad luck ? Or should I ve to reasonable i.e., finding the real cause ? Bad luck is unpredictable. Lets say she had misfortune. Isn't it the pure randomness? Like anyone could have become the rape victim in that instant , but lady fortuna chose her.
I m thinking in this way of randomness because i don't believe in destiny and fate. Umm... perhaps it'd be better for my heart if I say "its her bad fate , its written" as it doesn't bother me because it will end the continuous questions of mine.
So bad luck ? It is. I feel lucky till now because I survived. When I recall there were many instances where i could have met with fatal accidents while driving, crossing roads. Lucky I am in my career wise too , as I found job in finance field without any finance degree. Lucky so far.
This makes think of the question, 'how to deal with bad luck ? A big misfortune or a total unexpected U turn ? ' I sometimes think as a big pessimist.
Its more random. Our lives....
